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Monday, August 06, 2007, 12:36 AM
♥ My "Home" ♥
How to identify that your home is not always opened for you ? It is when you have the house key but its useless. I have 2 sets of house keys. One, a home with no one but strangers. Two, when both the gates and the main door has double lock which you cannot open even with keys.

1.Having to stand outside of the house for so long, ringing the bell and calling home, waiting like a lost puppy, for someone to let me in...
2. Being threatened to be sent back to my father's house whom i dun think welcome me ...

These feelings sucks. I admit, i like the idea of not bringing my keys whenever i go out. Maybe some can say, "someone opens the door for you as a sign of welcoming you home". I will really like to think in that manner.

When i come home late, what did you say to me ? "Later neighbours think you are a whore", "Robbers follow you into the house. Catch you can already, dun let the whole family also suffer".

Ever wondered why even after 5 years i still cannot disclose my relationship ? I also like the feeling of him coming to my place, using computer with me , packing, decorating my room. Because you all will never be able to accept me having a relationship so "young". I dun wanna hide this relationship, i want him to sit down at my dining table and taste whatever you cooked. I want him to be able to send me to my doorstep and say hello to you all.

I am a guest in this hotel ? Walking into the house without calling anyone ? Hello ... i was brought up by you all but no one taught me that. And did any of your children call you when they walk into the house ?

I think i lost my family, the day i lost my mum. Can't you all just be more adorable and more approachable ?
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