Sunday, August 17, 2008, 11:08 PM
FINALLY ! My event is over.... weeks of late night, even one with just 30 mins of sleep. I survived. These weeks had been so hectic, my mind was so full that i didnt think other things. I thought my life should be like that, busy and hectic, my mind should only have work, that would mean I have lived to the fullest. Now that the event ended, my life seemed empty again.
♥ Its the End ♥
This weekend, I sleep, wake up, eat and sleep. I felt so tired, so helpless. I tried to think of someone that i can run to, but my mind was empty.
Today, i felt God calling me. Asking me to look to Him again. I thought of church, I thought of him, I turned around and walked away. It was too much to bear.