Tuesday, May 29, 2007, 12:04 AM
♥ Loneliness ♥
Loneliness was never in my dictionary in my earlier days ... i was contented with my "complete" family, a boyfriend, a very close friend and a circle of friends... i never had to worry about money matters, about taking care of siblings etc. Although being circled by a group of friends and a boyfriend , i cant seem to shake the feeling off me that i am not doing good enough and i cant fit ...i have been trying to improve myself but it seems that my effort is not sufficient...
The world is so ugly.... things i have experienced, seen and heard . I lost confidence in the "good natured" world i used to believe in. Why is it this way ???