Friday, August 20, 2004, 11:36 PM
hey....went out with saifun and jiawei...at first only wanted to go play stuff one den end up playing pool...haha now i interested in pool liao... fun... my shi fu is saifun...tat jiawei too lousy cannot teach...haha....errr den we went hereen go buy water bottle...adiddas one for $7... hehe have new stuff liao....wa den super hungry...went cinne... took a long long time to decide wat to eat so in the end settle with Long John...shiok...wanted to go bowling den pig leh...they cease operation liao..saddening... den we walk walk walk aimlessly den i tot going home liao in the end saifun say wanna eat swenson ice-cream haha... wa dun go there when its abt to close... the ice-cream took so long to come k den come liao the ice-cream melted one as in already melting lar... den ya reached home quite late...haha
Tuesday, August 17, 2004, 11:17 PM
had PE lesson today...its was a very meaningful one...i've
1.Courage to face it
2.Determination to fix it
3.shokily say...Thats it
firstly we had to climb this steep slope with the aid of your hands...hmmm frankly i tot i could do it cuase i am the more boyish kind but i tried many times but failed whereas my friends could do it on the first try...i got scratched by the wall during the process but finally i succed...i complained that my shoes was very slippery but my teacher said i wasn't determined enough...
(In life...we will face many diffcuilties...we somtimes will fail cause we are over confidentor not determined...and when we do fail, we blame it on others)
secondly we did the "sucide window"...it was ok for me lar...not so bad...so not much things to say abt it
thirdly is the wall that we had to climb over... that is difficult...haha at least i dare to try...but got scratched also...
while i was bathing in school...i realised that i've changed...i begin to talk back(as in argue but not in shouting manner) to my family ...i am kinda afraid of myself also...sometimes also dunno wat i am thinking...the previous week and this week didn't go so well for me...starting of last week was ok but after that not good...i surrendered to the obstacles that i gave myself...stupid right ? i dunno wat i want just trying to pass each day without dealing with the problems...today's PE lesson really opened my mind
Sunday, August 15, 2004, 1:36 PM
today plan to catch the fireworks which cheated my feelings on monday haha... really hope to see it...its so nice...hmmm kinda quarrel with my mum lar...sometimes i really think my family does not appreciate the effort i put in for trying to stay at home, go out with them or purposely rush home just to go pasar malam with them...had been upset when that three quarrelled... hope everything is fine between them...dun want anything to change...
P.S: i have added an entry on 10.08.04........only written it today