Saturday, February 10, 2007, 4:37 PM
You worry about everything- whether you're going to pass your next test, whther you've done everything that your mother has told you to do. Whether your best friend really thinks you're smart ... you find it hard to believe that you can do a job well. more often not , you belittle yourself and your abilities. trust yourself and the people around you a little more- when someone praises you for something you've done well, believe what they say instead of doubting them. This will make you a happier person.
HAha this is a test i did from Teens magazine which describes me.... maybe its a little exaggerating lar ~~~ anyway one of my good friend had just left for Australia for further studies ... although not so close as compared to some of them but still i was sad and heavy hearted... i realised that we are all going up and time to embark on a new journey into a different phase of life ... "If i survived the pain of the distance from heaven.... the distance of a 6 hours journey.... really ...." so gracey ... we are all going to work hard so dun worry ! :)
anyway that day i went ikea to collect cardboard with a friend... then people mistaken us as one of the staff there... brought the heavy cardboards home and then to school.... look so gugu lar ! like ga rang gu ni ... quite fun though ... brings me back to sec 1 when we had the newspaper collection competition whereby we went around housing estates to collect old newspaper...
knowing a secret but not knowing what to do to help the person.... dunno what is the consequence if i approach her or if i told her family memebers ... when the mother chose to follow her husband food steps and stopped going to church so did the daughter.... is this rage that fall upon her ???
i think one big problem about me is that i dunno how to maintain relationships .... i allowed relationships to turn plain and later into resentment .... i dislike this me ....so tiring ....
Lastest favourite artist ....( the one on the left)