Friday, June 17, 2005, 11:28 PM
hai ... one old friend of mine said i gained weight ... i so sad ... haha friends ?! did i gain weight ? today went shopping ... saw a lot of saw i like ... esp. the nike long sleeve top ... super like it ... but then quite expensive.... *hint hint* ... anyone wanna buy for me ? really like leh ... i need clothes !!!
hmmm today tried to settle that sentosa issue with you ... but then i was very disappointed during the relection time we had together ... please if you are not please with me at least tell me so that i know why and try to understand ... yet you kept quiet and and say forget it ... this week you had nearly been a stranger to me ... walking in front when we go out, no msg no calls... you dun know wat i want ... is it the care that is not avaliable not me anymore ? is there a need for you to change at all ? have i changed ? how can you expect me to understand you when u keep hmm abt many things ? sometimes i am even the last one to know wat is happening in your life ... y is this time the issue any different from the other times ? i dunno how long are we going to stay as "strangers" ................
Wednesday, June 15, 2005, 11:27 PM
hmmm just found out that actually i do not have the worse life ... many of my friends are either supporting themselves , starving themselves in order to save more money to halp family burden , taking up part time job......many of them also only have one parent... haha i didn't even know that alll along i have been living in my comfort zone... really must thank God that he had given me this class and exposed me to different kinds of people
Sunday, June 12, 2005, 10:30 PM
today went to visit my aunt in the hospital .... i tot i can finally be spared from hospital but then .... hai ever since my mother passed away i got a bit of phobia of going to the hospital ... had the mentally that i am visiting my mother and also something bad is going to happen ... i kept thinking about my mum ... without parents got a lot of freedom but then you really dunno where you belong ...