Saturday, July 09, 2005, 1:40 AM
term test finally over ! got 41.6/50 for travel geography ...quite happy with the results lar... studied quite hard for it leh, i even went to the library to borrow the textbook kz...but then ar ! my classmates never study got 39 .. pigssssssss ..... haha nvm.... hmmm i just got to know of a classmate better two days ago... i didn't have a friend whose family is so superitious...is like the parents believe what the fortune teller says then kinda condemn the daughter.... everything she does is restricted by her family's religion... definately not a happy family background for her, always quarrelling with her family ... hear liao also heart pain...
suddenly tot of my step dad. wondering how is he doing, wat kind of house he lives in, does he have enough money and other stuff. after my mum passed away, ties are kinda disconnecting. he still do call me sometimes but then always dun feel like i have a family. though my grandma still helps me out with my laundry and stuff, but she always make comments like so old liao still need to take care of another one... paying a lot of things by myself... shampoos, bills, catridges.... quite independent, macham like i rent the room from her. th feeling of having someone to dependent on always is gone...... i miss her...
Tuesday, July 05, 2005, 10:51 PM
hmmm just now had a good talk with my friend... didn't really resolved and promise that it wun happen again.... sorry that i wasn't sensitve enough to those words i use ... ya sometimes i just talk stupidly...today just had my econs test... made a lot of stupid mistakes that cost me 20+ marks.... really disappointed with myself....i put a lot of [pressure on myself cause its a subject i did before and yet like that ... still talk about getting good grades for poly.... i am still far far away .... something happier ... haha guess wat !!! i got into my school's modern and hip hop dance... dunno issit their eyes got stamp during the auditions or wat .... really happy tat i got into both but more happy to be in hip hop... hmmm now i have 3 dances on hand and already committed myself to one ... so dunno wat to join or want to join or not .... haix~