Friday, August 10, 2007, 12:50 AM
Yahoo ! No more projects , tests, quizs and reflections. What i am left now is one presentation, one tutorial and 2 exam papers before i set off to work.
♥ Relfecting NO More ! ♥
Finally finally, i can go to bed at 12am. Haven rushing 7 reflections on entreprenuership for the past few days... Relfection = Crapping. hahaha i think i can be nominated the blurest person for that day. I submitted my assignment 3 times before i left out some documents TWICE ! After that 6 of us went to Bedok 85 to celebrate "end of reflections". 3 of us shared a $15 stingray which tasted so-so only ... i also ate another 2 chicken wings... opps ... not getting anywhere skinner aint I ?
Oh ya .. Happy Birthday Singapore ! Simply love my country despite the limited places we can visit. i actually get goosebumps when i hear the national song. BUT i never wear red today .. opps !
Monday, August 06, 2007, 12:36 AM
How to identify that your home is not always opened for you ? It is when you have the house key but its useless. I have 2 sets of house keys. One, a home with no one but strangers. Two, when both the gates and the main door has double lock which you cannot open even with keys.
♥ My "Home" ♥
1.Having to stand outside of the house for so long, ringing the bell and calling home, waiting like a lost puppy, for someone to let me in...
2. Being threatened to be sent back to my father's house whom i dun think welcome me ...
These feelings sucks. I admit, i like the idea of not bringing my keys whenever i go out. Maybe some can say, "someone opens the door for you as a sign of welcoming you home". I will really like to think in that manner.
When i come home late, what did you say to me ? "Later neighbours think you are a whore", "Robbers follow you into the house. Catch you can already, dun let the whole family also suffer".
Ever wondered why even after 5 years i still cannot disclose my relationship ? I also like the feeling of him coming to my place, using computer with me , packing, decorating my room. Because you all will never be able to accept me having a relationship so "young". I dun wanna hide this relationship, i want him to sit down at my dining table and taste whatever you cooked. I want him to be able to send me to my doorstep and say hello to you all.
I am a guest in this hotel ? Walking into the house without calling anyone ? Hello ... i was brought up by you all but no one taught me that. And did any of your children call you when they walk into the house ?
I think i lost my family, the day i lost my mum. Can't you all just be more adorable and more approachable ?