Saturday, July 19, 2008, 8:29 PM
♥ Random ♥
After work I felt pain in my left eye. Until I reached New York and took out my lens, I realised my lens tore into almost half. Initally I wanted to go home straight away but my feet just brought me to Forever 21. Bought a top and a dress. Loving the top ! It a striking bold turquoise. Ok my wardrobe is full of black, white and grey. I want a rainbow wardrobe !
Hmmmm sleep in late on a Saturday. Reached home last night at 5+ but I don't feel tired at all. In fact, I went to bathe and watched chinese drama. Then I woke up at 4pm today hahaa. For a very long time, I haven felt so netural before. Neither happy nor sad nor angry. Is that good or bad? Whole day I have been watching my drama and facing the computer. Its a Saturday so who will be at home to chat with me online ?! Dinnner time~
Yummy curry chicken :)Hmmmm anyway i really want to set my life on track. No more late nights unless its _______ night. I have to sleep before 1am, drink 8 glasses of water, disciplined enough to put on skin care every morning & night, control my diet and BE PUNCTUAL ! OH~ and keep tracking of everyday spending. Hahahha lets see how much will I improve. :)
Thursday, July 17, 2008, 1:23 AM
♥ Used to Belong ♥
Standing by the window, I looked upwards into the pitch dark room. There you were lying there, so close to me. But No.... no longer the same blanket, same pillow and snatching bolster. Separated by the thick wall, there is no way my heart's voice could penetrate through.
There are her craps. Here is her concern. How long have I longed for this kinda of family. I was so close, so near to them but i have to hold my footsteps.
Was it a hint of relief or a pinch of disappoinment? No its disappointment. No its a mixture of both. No its a mixture of both 20%:80%.
Tuesday, July 15, 2008, 11:00 PM
♥ ::::Unmask:::: ♥
The fear of seeing & remembering the pain kept her awake. She thought she'll be ok but when the footsteps slows down, noises fades, there was only one figure left. Flashes of memories pierced her mind and heart. It was snow storm that hit her hard and fast.Finally she revealed her old self for 2 days. Behind the angry mask was just sadness, fear and hurt.
To the other, even he knew how much his presence meant, he would still say sorry. "The droplets turned into crystals. And you'd placed them back in the dark room."