Saturday, July 21, 2007, 11:46 PM
♥ Toally Suckx ♥
Its project rush !!!! These 2 weeks are project due weeks... and it totally sucks ... my research skills and time management skills sucks too ... haha guess i really got to buck up and be more alert. Haven been going for wednesday classes cause cannot wake up... so disappointed in myself...
the stress of project is coming to me ... suffocating, panick emptiness gashing to me all at once... only one thing to settle me down, a person or watching drama series..but i lack of self discipline to know when to stop relying on these two support ...
Anyway my grandparents are away in China, the whole house feels so empty even with my auntie around... wild thoughts ran through my head... what if they never come back ? and the house remains this empty the rest of my life ? Hate being stuck into these kind of wild thoughts, sinking into self-pitiness... one day they really must go right ? soon, it will just be me only ....