Tuesday, August 30, 2005, 11:48 PM
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really feeling down these few days .. just dunno how to express it to people ... not even with my closest person ... i know sometimes things are not in own control but then i can't it ... sometimes is because u are helpless thats y u keep thinking about it ? i dun wanna face it all over again ... seeing this situation just remind me of too painful memories ... i keep asking y... but i couldn't find an answer ... there is only one me ... but so many people that i have to spend time with ... i know my time management is not good ... i hardly even have time for myself ... to YOU ... u know that i am seeing u most already ... but what is sufficent ? really tried my best ... please try to be more understanding ? tried ... really tired from all the things in my mind ... please lend me your shoulders when i need to ... i am not as strong as u think i am ....