Monday, June 05, 2006, 11:23 AM
♥ ♥
My heart really aches... i dunno y i am doing this to the both of us but i believe its the best solution. I am worrying whether you will harm yourself or not, worry that you cannot take it ... Take this time to reflect ba ... on our past mistakes, the stuff we overlooked, and how we took each other for granted... i dunno what will happen if i lose you, i just know that now i am really suffering ... have the urge to find you and hug you tightly but i have to persist on... call it stupid or ridiculous ba ... but it is only now i know the feeling of what is it like without you ... heng xin ku ... zhen de heng xin tong