Thursday, July 22, 2004, 10:47 PM
sob sob...derek go in ns liao for three weeks leh !!! now no one to sa jiao to liao...*lonely girl* haha no lar i know i will not be lonely cause i got friends!!! yesterday received msg from jiawei and saifun asking me abt wat i am going thru...actually i very happy when i received their msg i tot they didn't care abt me because not very close...hai so touched..thanks dudes !!! actually today got a lot of things to do one cause got econs test den postponed !!! yeah! nowadays i very tired...in the afternoon i slept for 3 hours i still tired ...really a pig ar !!!
i just realised that i have been giving people the feeling that i only talk to guys in school...i think quite true lar...for me i can relate better to guys leh...i guess because they are not so sensitive den can crap with them more...besides i cannot really relate to the girls in my class but now better liao..hai
Tuesday, July 20, 2004, 7:06 PM
today i kana quarrel with grace again, but this time i am glad that we are able to sort things out so quickly...i finally told her wat i wanted to tell her 6 years ago haha ... i think many people really mistaken me for who i am...many people say i dao them but actually i am NOT that dao !!! firstly i need people to talk to me first den after a while i am comfortable with u liao den i will start to talk to u more ya....i always wanted a group of friends i JC those kind of big group like derek's gang...i tot i found one...with jeremy josiah and grace but obviously it is impossible...josiah got bound by his gf and jeremy found his own friends...i was sad up to just now when grace taught me to look at things at another perspective...just now while going home met Brian on the bus den we ended up eating tao huay...haha den got disaster make me laugh till piang
Monday, July 19, 2004, 11:37 PM
haha today went school with my new hair style...haha disaster man !!! my fringe curl cause of my natural curl so in the end pin it up haha but guess wat ...after a few hours...it went straight again haha miracle man...something bad happened to be today...so embrassed man so better not say...bad day... haha today's jeremy birthday...den he like quite upset dunno y also