Wednesday, December 17, 2008, 3:46 PM
I came to realise that when we were young, we tend to be more daring to make decisions. Perhaps is because we know, in the worse case scenario, the adults will be there to "wipe our backside". Just like law, everyone forgives a young person giving them chances.
♥ Decision with age ♥
As I grow older, I became more afraid to make decisions. I dunno how my decisions will lead me to. I dun dare to risk. I always find that there isnt sufficient time for me to make "wrong" decisions. Because after falling down, it will take me a long time to get up on my knees.
I also tend to contridict myself. I said I wanna get married before age 27 but yet I dun feel like getting married.
People always say "If you dun plan, you plan to fail." However there are also people who believes that things just work its way around when you don't plan.
Be it relationship, work, studies and life. I'll get back on track. I hope its gonna be real soon.
Monday, December 15, 2008, 3:46 PM
Hello blog, its been such a long time since i visited you! Its freezing cold in the office and I am feeling lost cause there is nothing for me to do!
Anyway, the topic on relationship just came to mind.
In my relationships, there is no particular reason(s) why I was with together with someone. Similarly, there is also no specific reason(s) why I was ditched too ! Like damn it. Haha sometimes we think so much about getting into a relationship then it turned out to be none.
Hmmmmm these days I also super low self confidence. I got no idea WHY !!!!!!!! I really wanna bimbofy myself like how I used to but I dunno how to ~ Fashion police, I need your help BADLY ~~
I also need something interesting to perk up my life ! Hmmmm I wonder what ~