Friday, January 20, 2006, 12:32 AM
hmmm maybe sometimes i am just too harsh .... evreyone makes mistakes wat...i know i am not perfect as well and i want people to tell me whats wrong with me ... i really dunno if i am doing the right thing ...i guess the things i am doing now, people will dislike me more ... i dunno, i really dun ... anyway last night jeanie and jason stayed over at my house to do project again ... slept at 5 and woke up at 11+ then go school ... today was open house but then like not a lot of people ... met up with my group mates jerald and yi hui (new friends!!!) ya we get along quite well lar ... and jerald keeps adding line to my japanese role play and we are also trying to give yi hui more than 5 lines to speak.... during japanese tutorial, got this section asking us to describe our family in jap... when i saw this i dunno to laugh or cry ... its like going back to the old primary school days asking us to write a compo on our family ... it always starts with.. i have a beautiful mother and a hardworking father... my mother is a housewife and father working as ( ) ... after a few years... everything became a past tense to me ... i dunno wat my father is working as now and my mother WAS a housewife ... many things left me ... pure innocent happiness, i can being a no longer take wat comes to me but fight for it ... being a person is difficult enough ... now i feel sometimes being a friend is very very difficult ...
Tuesday, January 17, 2006, 11:37 PM
today went down to grace's shop to visit her again !!! actually not really lar.. wanna buy something from her shop... tried a denim skirt and a lacy kinda top ... then saw bad and shoes.. so many things to buy !!!!!!!! but dunno want to or not ... indecisive ... then i was late for work again ! luckily boss not there... today work was fun ! hmm candice (16 year old girl, my buddy at work) and i keep stocking up our goods ... then i could get along better with the girl i dun really like le ... all the 4 of us there was like packing our stuff, digging treasures (things that dropped somewhere between the pile of food ... now must do econs tutorial le.. but think i am not going to accomplish much lar ... oh ya need to pack my room for CNY... plan to put a big vase and big flower... hope i do it in time for CNY !!
Sunday, January 15, 2006, 9:24 PM
hmmm today woke up quite late for church but wasn't really late lar .. after service ate a feast at westlake adn went down to father's place ... haha so tired !!! fell asleep at the sofa ... met grace at 4++ to go far east shop shop ... so long never go shopping esp with her le... i bought a belt !!! got roses on it ... it was kinda short shopping trip .. was there for about 3 hours ? to me its short lar ... anyway poor vincent had to wait for us that long ... really appreicate that we had time alone together to do the stuff we used to do very often ... anyway i am veyr tired ... just now fell asleep for 20 minutes but then have to get up to do tutorials.... dunno y am i so tired ... hope to sleep before 12am tonight ...