How did we even come to this stage.
We were still cuddling and watching Spartans on the bed.
Bought new bedsheets and rolled in it.
Life was a bliss.
But you chose the other life.
The life you labelled as freedom and space.
Those places are illusions.
I went through it once, wasting my life in those places.
Meeting all the wrong people and doing all the wrong things.
Yes, I was happy there and then. But I knew it wasn't true happiness.
True happiness would not make me feel like crap at the end of the day.
They were just a group of people as lost as I was.
I remember how I got out of it.
You brought me out of that life.
Its you who gave me back my directions.
Now you are lost in it.
I tried to show you thats not your destination.
But you pushed me away.
To this day, I did not give up on you.
You gave up on the relationship.
You gave up on yourself.
I really hope you know what you are doing.