Friday, April 02, 2004, 5:03 PM
Hai...had been so busy these days...never go online for almost a week liao...jc life sucks man!!! everyday come home study ...if never read through or revise wat the lecturer said ar..you'll be lost...envy those people waiting for admission into poly...those buggers always rub it in...haha i was demoralised that one day(forgot when liao) when everyone around me seemed to know wat the teacher was talking abt but not me...y am i always so slow ar !!! but i am trying hard to make it a point to study every night ...
haha guess wat !!! i found out something abt myself recently... I am allergy to "MATHS"...how i get to find out abt it:
1. 29 March...i dozed off during maths lecture
2. 30 March...i dozed off during maths lecture again
3. 30 March...was doing maths and i fell asleep
4. 31 March...i was my way back home when i decide that i shall be a good girl and make use of the travelling time to do some reading...so i took out my maths notes and tried to remember the steps...HA guess wat ... i dozed off AGAIN!!! this time is worse ... i missed my bus stop (1 stop)...so have to walk home
5. 2 April...i dozed off during maths tutorial
i seriously think i cannot make it !!! haha dunno wats wrong with me also...nowadays tired out easily although i sleep quite a lot ...another story...
while waiting for my econs teacher(who was late for 20 minutes) to come...i was very sleepy so i slept lor... thinking that my friends will wake me up if she comes in...however NO ONE i empahsis NO ONE wake me up...then when i heard my classmates greeting the teacher i quickly stood up...hai all sa bo me one
anyway i got into the swim team i guess...training starts on monday...i have been longing for the weekend to come so that i can relax ...and yeah !!!today is friday !!!
Sunday, March 28, 2004, 11:03 AM
whenever i walk home alone ...i will start to think all sorts of nonsense... this is one of such...
Am I the main character in the world and the others are just there to play a part/role in my world
Or issit i am just another person trying to fit into another person's world
hai...sometimes u really wanna be alone...away from everyone, even your family and friends ... but they always dun allow u to...it feels as though they are tearing u apart...family will say u never spend time with them...friends will say likewise...
i was on my way to orchard for a hair cut with grace ... on the bus i saw this little girl playing with her father...den i just smile to myself like a silly person...i do envy them...being so young they are so innocent ...not concerned about anything that is happening around them and just play all they want... i still remember how my mum used to play with me...but now everything is different ...we'll always quarrel over the small things and she always gets on my nerves...