Friday, January 20, 2006, 12:32 AM
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hmmm maybe sometimes i am just too harsh .... evreyone makes mistakes wat...i know i am not perfect as well and i want people to tell me whats wrong with me ... i really dunno if i am doing the right thing ...i guess the things i am doing now, people will dislike me more ... i dunno, i really dun ... anyway last night jeanie and jason stayed over at my house to do project again ... slept at 5 and woke up at 11+ then go school ... today was open house but then like not a lot of people ... met up with my group mates jerald and yi hui (new friends!!!) ya we get along quite well lar ... and jerald keeps adding line to my japanese role play and we are also trying to give yi hui more than 5 lines to speak.... during japanese tutorial, got this section asking us to describe our family in jap... when i saw this i dunno to laugh or cry ... its like going back to the old primary school days asking us to write a compo on our family ... it always starts with.. i have a beautiful mother and a hardworking father... my mother is a housewife and father working as ( ) ... after a few years... everything became a past tense to me ... i dunno wat my father is working as now and my mother WAS a housewife ... many things left me ... pure innocent happiness, i can being a no longer take wat comes to me but fight for it ... being a person is difficult enough ... now i feel sometimes being a friend is very very difficult ...