Thursday, July 28, 2005, 1:11 PM
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hmmm... have been keeping a lot of thoughts to myself larr.... is not i wanna hide things but then if saying out doesn't benefit anyone ... why say right ? and those things that are related to me, i also dunno who to trust completely lar .... so sorry to those whom i have hurt in the process fo keeping things to myself ... just dun want others to be unhappy and bothered about my thoughts .... my oral presentation was a screw up... very nervous ,teacher say i no confirdence ... think will get a C ... then my essay also got C ... haix i have already dropped out out JC liao ... dun wanna repeat another year ... is not just a pass i want it to be average .... but the number of projects to be done does not allow me to allocate time for my studies other than my lesiure time.... very saddened by the disputes in class .... i dun wanna have them as my classmates ... but i want them as my friends .... those i used to be closer with are not close anymore ...wouldn't life be better if we dun read too much into people's words ?.....tired of being defensive and catious.....