Friday, June 04, 2004, 10:04 PM
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hai i think i always fail as a person... i am full of me, myself and i...its hard to satisfy everyone and there is no way i can do it...so wat is the best way out for my selfish thinking...i heck ...i am those kind who dun even know when i hurt someone...i mean to me it may be nothing but to another it might hurt them deep...hiya so difficult to be a good person man...today i think she got pissed off or hurt by me again..and as usual i dunno wats wrong...i realised it when she starts walking alone quietly...
sometimes i really wish that someone will tell me wats wrong with me directly instead of making me guess...this does not apply to her only but also to derek...i mean come on man how am i purpose to know ? ok if i have repeated that mistake many times already but which of the long list issit ? how many times have i offended a particular person?
TO YOU(u should know who):now that u are attached, i hope u understand wat did i go through was i was newly attached and dun blame me any more...u will start to be more defensive of him and stuff one...ya not to blame u and i guess i will not...den all the best to u and him...remember in a relationship there will be a lot of thunderstorms one...den during all these thunderstorm, u'll feel like giving up and break up but must perserve k...den u will be happy...remember must ENDURE so you will ENJOY ya forgot the last one...all the best